Tuesday, August 15, 2017

Still processing

Calm. Beautful calm.  Trying to write my feels.   A lot on my mind after today.  Hope sings in my heart and feels like future is growing. Happy.

Monday, August 14, 2017

New job

I have a new job.
Really excited about it.
My love is taking me to work tomorrow, because its my first day.  Feeling very very blessed right now.   Forward motion.

During a retrograde.
This could get  intresting.
Pulling a card got emotional maturity.
Much to consider.

Saturday, August 12, 2017

Moisture in the air


Woke up excited that the air felt cleaner, and when checked outside it was a joy to discover that it had, in fact, rained a little bit.  Relief is pretty much going through me right now.   It is not enough, the land is pretty thirsty.  However, it's a nice break and hopeful that we are on a rainy day track for a little while here in the PNW.  The air quality can use it.

My days are pretty much going through my business account and see if any of the jobs have applied for have gotten back to me. Work on some coding, crafting and help out around the house. Try not to dwell on my mood, which is getting rather mercurial right now. Where as I have a part-time job that's probably not starting until September the way things are going right now.

It's frustrating.

Going to a concert tonight.   very grateful for my community.

Thursday, August 10, 2017

You know what they say about curiousty


It's sticky hot right now. I just posted this as  FB status

Who the hell thought it was a good idea to let me learn to code.
Look in the mirror cat. You got curious. Oh. yeah. that.

Anyway, it's been a good day today. had a bit of an adventure getting to the interview site, but it felt really good to be there. Lots of wild critters.  Found it quite curious to be dealing with a flock of wild geese to get to my potential job site. It can kind of get ridiculous when you look for signs in things but sometimes it's fun to see if your gut instinct is on target.   I ran into those gooses quite a few times today, so it bore a little investigating.  The universe wants to work with you, and there is this unwritten rule in my life more than three times start paying attention.  Look at the list below for a minute.


  1.  Communicate your needs to others - no one can help you if you don't speak out.
  2. Abundance of some kind may be coming your way
  3. you might become more watchful for an attack of some kind, small or significant, and think about what is precious to you in order to protect it.
  4. Are you on a wild goose chase about something? Have you thought out your path and plan of attack carefully? What’s your focus? Have you collected as much information and data as possible to make a balanced and informed decision? Do you have a clearly defined goal?

( 2 through 4 came from http://www.beliefnet.com/wellness/environment/galleries/a-spiritual-field-guide-to-birds.aspx?p=7)

Now, here is the kicker.  These have been topics on my mind as of late.  So, we will see what develops.  There is a seed of hope in my heart. I am excited to see where this goes.


Wednesday, August 9, 2017

Welcome to the rollarcoaster.


Imagine this.  Being unemployed for a while, having been called for a potential offer from an employment agency.   Start thinking about maybe this could be an upswing.  Heart beats a little stronger.  Wow.. Maybe I can hope again.

Less than 10 minutes later, you get a second call. Nope from five minutes, they got an email telling them they hired from within in.  They proceed to tell you about a second opportunity and  cue the waiting game again.

That would be today. So this is what playing the agency hiring game is like.  Not a fan of this game, hopefully, it plays out in a better way soon.


So later this evening the boards been set for a new game. Got an interview tomorrow. I am excited.

Monday, August 7, 2017

Stumble and pick yourself up.

I missed writing yesterday i got some amazing news.  Still processing it right now.  Over the next few months i wiill be unfolding the role i just said yes to.

Wow right now its a major commitment and a leap of faith. Right now with the unstable aspects.  Its a scary whirlwind at the moment.
The knowledge that i can do it is supporting to me.

Saturday, August 5, 2017

Ritual day

Its  1040pm, and sitting in the middle of traffic on hwy 2.  This is the ride home from index,  just outside of sultan.   Not sure what happened yet, the sign is just saying bridge repair use extreme  caution.

The blessing is the company is rather fabulous, so enjoying that and going back through my day quietly in my head.   There is a lot processing in my mind.  Playing pokeman go with them..  Or at least that is the disscusion currently.   The accident has multiple cops cars.    Upon further inspection, not sure what happened..  This is what happens when your a passanger in the car and start speculating on what happened.  Human nature is curiousty.